old facebook note... that i liked and am reposting

SUB: kinda sleepy...and thinking again...

12:01am Sunday, Dec 31, 2006 | Edit Note | Delete

im kinda sleepy...
so this may be jumbled and hard to comprehend... but,
i noticed...yesterday... no... the day before.
that for most people...everything always has to be funny.
i was with molly and hannah.
and i told a story.
and it wasnt funny
but it wasnt meant to be funny.
and molly said "great story." ( and that was funny..the way she said it...and i laughed...)
but...
okay so somtimes someone means that your story wasnt intersting... wasnt worht thier time...
but
i thought...
why does everything need to be entertaining...?? (thats a better word..."entertaining" not "funny")
for someone to think it was worth thier time?...
why cant we just say things to fill up empty sound...
why do they have to be the "right" things...
the
-non random
-entertaing
-not to long
-not to inteligent ("deep"..)
-not to shallow
-kinda original
things...
we are spoiled by all the witty people we read about and watch...
the people who entertain us...
THOUGHT:
as an actress...
i find that there is a fine line...for me... between BEING WHO I WANT TO BE and PLAYING THE PART OF THE TYPE OF CHARECTER THAT I THINK I WANT TO BE (in everyday life.)
... so...
why do we have to do thought-out things...
???????
just wondering...
we should -just be-...
i think it would be refreshing...
im gonna try it.
ill probobly forget...
forget to remember to not think about what im doing/ saying...
okay...
sometimes i think
i think to much...